Sunday, December 11, 2005 @ 9:42 PM
recently..
gettin so emotional theese few days..
beeeen moody and depresssed..
but tears wun drop!
*perhaps..teared too much in da past..
somehow kept askin myself..
did i ever regret movin this path..?
the path i chose to walk without him along..
if i got a chance to choose again..
will i ever still able to chooose this path again?
actually i dunno my answer too..
i dun wan to be regretted in any of my actions now..
but somehow.. my feeelings are totally messed up now..
and i noe my girls, dage, wormie, anthony and all of my frens are very proud of me..
for choosin this path..
plus.. they are with me all along during that period of time..
and frankly speakin,
i'm also proud of myself..!
but..
beeen dreaming of him recently..
with his girl..
and sometimes.. appearin alone in my dream..
i dun even noe why.. and i'm quite depressed by this..
do i still misss him?
do i still have feeeling for him?
frankly speakin,
i dunno..
i really dunno why i feel so mooody when things are already 3 mths ago..
*i jus hate dat sl*t..
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