Saturday, December 31, 2005 @ 1:08 AM
time passs so fast and tml's gonnna be da last day of 2005!
am excited yet feeeel emotional..
seeems like this year is much more better den last yr!
tears level reduced..
shall recap some memorial things!
1. contact back my sweetie angeline..! and i'm starting to love her more!
as well as angela!
2. quarrels with frens.. and patching things up!
3. my very very first permanent job.. and my very first unpleasant thing there!
4. officially breakup with him..!
5. in heavy debts!
6. buddy-lationship with my dearest shitou!
my bestie!
7. reached my twenty!
8. earned my first thousand!
da list will go on and on and on..
and i hope for a better year next year!
my new year resolution:
- still da same i would say..
i wan to be prettier!
- i wan a change of me!
be it style.. look.. characters..
- earn lots of money and start my jap lesson again!
not only this! i wan to be in school again!
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had retail therapies these few days non-stop!
esp. with angeline and angela!
enjoyed my time with them!
had to go town again tml..
since i din manage to buy my fossil purse..
nor my necklace..
nor my hair clips..
so sad!
and oh ya!
gettin mooody and mooody!
in a totally moood-swing mode!
so pls forgive me if i shouted at u!
whahahaha!
lastly!
HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps!
cant wait till mini's back!
i'm misssin her badly!
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@ 1:08 AM
time passs so fast and tml's gonnna be da last day of 2005!
am excited yet feeeel emotional..
seeems like this year is much more better den last yr!
tears level reduced..
shall recap some memorial things!
1. contact back my sweetie angeline..! and i'm starting to love her more!
as well as angela!
2. quarrels with frens.. and patching things up!
3. my very very first permanent job.. and my very first unpleasant thing there!
4. officially breakup with him..!
5. in heavy debts!
6. buddy-lationship with my dearest shitou!
my bestie!
7. reached my twenty!
8. earned my first thousand!
da list will go on and on and on..
and i hope for a better year next year!
my new year resolution:
- still da same i would say..
i wan to be prettier!
- i wan a change of me!
be it style.. look.. characters..
- earn lots of money and start my jap lesson again!
not only this! i wan to be in school again!
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had retail therapies these few days non-stop!
esp. with angeline and angela!
enjoyed my time with them!
had to go town again tml..
since i din manage to buy my fossil purse..
nor my necklace..
nor my hair clips..
so sad!
and oh ya!
gettin mooody and mooody!
in a totally moood-swing mode!
so pls forgive me if i shouted at u!
whahahaha!
cant wait till mini's back!
i'm misssin her badly!
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Monday, December 26, 2005 @ 12:23 AM
first of all..
a MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone!
once again..~ had my xmas eve spent @ hhome!
and felt quite siAn..
till Mr Bear invited me over for mahjong session!
hahaha!
quite enjoyed it..~ and i managed to win some money!
played x-box ah~ watched tv.. simply played till da next mornin!
headed home straight..! was damn tired!
and his family are indeed friendly!
hahaha! most importantly.. pls dont get da wrong idea!
we are plainly frens! for about 5 yrs?
whom i met only about 5 times?
anyway~ had a nice time! thanks pal!
rebondin tml!
and simply quite anxious cus..dunno how successful it will be..~
den~! shoppin with yun!
hahahaha!
and angeline on tue!
actually.. am quite moody now..
for wat reason?
i'm not sure ..
sighhh...~!
and i'm havin long weekend next weeek!
am damn happy!
*santa.. you din fulfil any of my wishes..sighhh...
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Sunday, December 11, 2005 @ 9:42 PM
recently..
gettin so emotional theese few days..
beeeen moody and depresssed..
but tears wun drop!
*perhaps..teared too much in da past..
somehow kept askin myself..
did i ever regret movin this path..?
the path i chose to walk without him along..
if i got a chance to choose again..
will i ever still able to chooose this path again?
actually i dunno my answer too..
i dun wan to be regretted in any of my actions now..
but somehow.. my feeelings are totally messed up now..
and i noe my girls, dage, wormie, anthony and all of my frens are very proud of me..
for choosin this path..
plus.. they are with me all along during that period of time..
and frankly speakin,
i'm also proud of myself..!
but..
beeen dreaming of him recently..
with his girl..
and sometimes.. appearin alone in my dream..
i dun even noe why.. and i'm quite depressed by this..
do i still misss him?
do i still have feeeling for him?
frankly speakin,
i dunno..
i really dunno why i feel so mooody when things are already 3 mths ago..
*i jus hate dat sl*t..
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@ 8:43 PM
beeeen disgusted by wat were in my dreams these few days.!
damn damn damn disgusted!
dun wish to seeee him appearin anymore!
esp. with da b*tch!
(*or perhaps slut?)
WHY on earth does he appear in my dream?!
not dat i still had not get over him..
not dat i still got feeelings for him..!
WHY?!
oh well., never mind about dat..!
i had beeen hibernating all these whiles!
grandma, aunt, cousins, nieces, and nephew came!
spent all my times with them!
beeeen a long time since i had ever chat with leehui on phones?
(*are we les?) whahahahha!
but still communicating with her thru sms!
and i'm still misssin my taitai who's over @ shanghai!
i'm glad she's comin back real soon in a month time!
gonnna pester her dat few days!
dage is back from taiwan and got me a hp charm!
hope is a nice one if not gonna kill him!
whahahahaha!
and shall write a shoppin list for mr wormie
*shortform for ringworm of my stomach!
'he's goin to aust tml!
oh my oh my!
hope he buy chocos and nougats bacck!
xmas is around da corner!
any wishes?!
ohya! tokin bout my wishes!
here are my
wishes!
1. hope santa will turn me into a billionaire!
*hard? alrite den..
millionaire will do..!
2.hope money will drop from da sky!
*hardd one again? alrite den.. give me a
money plant will do!
3. i wan a happier me!
4. bring me a damn handsome and goood gentleman bf to me!
5.remove da pains and wounds in my heart..
heeez! dat's alll!
totally broke now!
*so shop lesss..
yet so much things to do and buy!
neeeed a hair cut badly!
havin bad hair days these few days!
perhaps is due to da new shampoo brand?
oh no no no..
i still prefer my Loreal! =(
thinking of dyin my hair and rebondin too!
am quite sick of my long hair now..
awwww...
15 days to payday!
hip hip hooooray!
and 1 weeek before goin to m'sia!
and awwww...
my blog strongly neeeeeds a big renovation!
wanted to create a one by myself!
but no idea of how i should design it..
shall use my creativity!
stay tune to my blog ok?!
* girls! do ask me out ok?!
no matter who you are!
esp. JIAYUN! holiday already rite?!
dage! YOU TOOO!
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