Wednesday, October 19, 2005 @ 12:21 AM
暧昧 只能陪你到这里 毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣 想太多是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑 眼前的人
是不是同一个 真实的你
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局放遗憾的美丽 停在这里
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@ 12:08 AM
sad to say..
girls' intuitions is real strong..
me too..
i knew it's not really a very goood new..
and bingo..
it was true..
perhap it's really a wrong path..
who knows..
feel so miserable..
and yet..
i have to act as like i'm fine..
dun really wish to tok about this anymore..
how nice if i'm really dat strong..
but for tonight..
do allow me to be weak one more time..
i promise..
i will be strong after tonite..
dat's my promise to you..
and for him..
do take good care of yourself over there..
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Thursday, October 13, 2005 @ 11:25 PM
ah.. perhaps.. serious doesn't mean goood...
perhaps.. everything is not in my control anymore..
ah.. wat can i say anymore?
neeed a sense of security..
and perhaps.. in search of trust..
...................................
met up with miNi and shi tou didi/gege~
which we already agreeed on for dunno how long..
shopping first..
bought my 2006 schedule book at kino..
well.. costs me 18+!
but i'm lovin' it! heeez
..
den dinnner at beppu restaurant..
some where near china sq..
hmmm.. ramen was quite ok..
jus dat it's too spicy..
and really thanks him for treatin us!
u're great ok?!
..
den chill' out at c.o.l.o.r bar!
and i simply lurve deir environment..
dun we ?! heeez..
had sex on da beach..
while mini had seduction and him with his screwdriver..
alrite.. i lurve his screwdriver more!
whahahahaha
..
and we did agreee on goin back rite?!
i'm waitin for dat day!
..
really thanks CY for sendin me back! hahahaha
u r da best ok?!
whahahahahaha
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Monday, October 10, 2005 @ 9:24 PM
Where should i start?
hmmmm..
caught Into the blue with gina's nini on friday!
not really dat nice..
but still enjoy it cos dere's hunks!
whahahahaha
had ajisen ramen all thanks to him!
beeeen cravin for ramen and finally ate it!
but dun worry shi tou!
i still wan your treat!
hahaha..
oh ya! met him tooo during nooon time!
had a chat over LJS!
still so coool and handsome!
whahahahaha
sorry i'm lyin..
=X
Saturday
Went over to leehui's hse for house warmin!
had a great time there!
it's like girls'gatherin
and i kept molesting my tai tai!
whahahaha
after dat we rushed off to party world!
and i can really say we had lots of fun over dere!!
u girls agreee not?!
stay at orchard all da way till mornin!
and da jur side girls* went for breakfast
while na and mini went home!
can say it's a memorable day for us..
mini.. dun leave us here..
we gonnna missssssss you lots..
slept awhilee and went off to meet ah ni..
and till now..
i'm stilllll sooooooooooooooooo tired!
goin off to bed real sooon!
mini! dun forget our date on wed!
goooooooood nitez!
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Friday, October 07, 2005 @ 12:52 AM
alrite..have da moood to do some bloggin now!
but wat should i blog about?
things weren't any better for the mth of sept.
hence i gave up..
wanting ppl to change for the sake of me and
me changin for the sake of him..
is really very tough and miserable..
made no one happy at all..
worse.. he dunno dat his ways of treatin me..
are bad..
and now..
i had changed again..
maybe to a better one..
who yearns for freeedom..
and treasures everything ..
esp my hao jie meis frenships.. and taitai's!
they know me tooooooo well!
they were all there when i'm feeelin extremely down..
and so is Mr A!
er.. am i dat down?
perhaps nope..
maybe down too much till no longer has dat feeeling..
i tried forgivin him for the sake of dat 2 yrs relationship..
but everythin jus dun work at all..
perhaps it's time for it to end..
alrite.. dun tok abt dat anymore!
and pls dun misunderstand..
i'm not sad! jus feeel like bloggin..~
movie on tue!
caught Andy Lau's show!
OH MAN!!
it's really a nice movie!
i lurve it!
and..
met Mr A for dinner yesterday!
overall still alrite~!
oh ya~ he's back from taiwan!
this makes me feeel time actually passss real fast!
jus knew him for awhile before he heads to taiwan..
and now..! 3 weeks already!
*wonderin is there anything for me?! hahaha
and tml goin to town with him again!
yawn..
offfffff to bed now~!
goood night everybody!
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