Monday, August 16, 2004 @ 7:37 PM
Sighh..
so much things to say..
but i juz dunno how to start up with..
am i still the qiuyi u gers noe long time ago?
i dun even noe the answer..
i yearn for an angel to appear..
to teach me wat's wrong and wat's rite..
to teach me wat should i really do..
so as not to be so down..
is there anyone to teach me?
i feel so confused..
i dunno wat i should do..
i yearn to be a real aquarius..
a typical aquarius..
why?
there's no real why..
sometimes..
i do wonder..
does anyone really noe wat i'm thinkin about?
i doubt so..
cos i dun even noe wat i'm thinkin at all..
seriously..
i noe i'm not the old qiuyi anymore..
i sometimes do miss her..
she did appear once..
woke up by her pal..becca..
but.. she went off to sleep again..
she's gone again..
i did try to wake her up from her long sleep..
juz like wat her frenz tried to..
but they all failed..
me too..
how could she wake up again?
from her long sleep..
i dunno how..
and i dunno wat to do too..
i have no more confidence..
no more strength..
to do anymore thinking..
days after days..
hours after hours..
and i'm still here..
thinkin..
and thinkin..
i could sense..
i'm easily bein drifted away..
away to somewhere in my dream..
even when i'm outside..
coolz..
i juz wish..
i'm bein accepted as who i am..
i dun wish i'm someone u created out..
juz like how i accepted u..
my mind..
wasn't tt simple as u think..
and it wasn't as tough as u think..
my heart..
is with u all along..
do u noe tt..?
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