Thursday, August 26, 2004 @ 10:38 PM
Long blog!
alritez.. finally..
there's some mood for bloggin!
shall start on da last week..
quarrelled with him since last friday..
and we nearly broke off..
Saturday (21 August)
Supposed to go out with him..
but.. we quarrelled..
and the dating was cancelled..
sighh.. and i went out with my relatives..
den dearest qin shi called..
and asked me out to la kopi!
hence.. i went out with them..
heez.. had a great time..
at least stopped me from being sad for awhile..
went to TCC @ cineleisure for coffee..
i had my dinner there..
had beef lasagne..and milk shake..
well.. the lasagne wasn't tt great..
nvm.. chatted with them till 12 - 1 plus..
den went over to Da Pa Dang for supper..
i was still hungry..
heez.. n he called...
was quite surprised cos he said he wun call me that day..
den had minced noodle..
chatted awhile and went home by nite bus..
i felt so bad.. to let him wait for me to reach home..
i reached home at 430..
he was worried..
he was so tired n yet he still waited for me..
even when he was angry with me..
quite touched actually..
chatted with him till 5+ den went off to sleep..
Sunday (22 August)
He came over to JP!
was quite shocked..
we went out to shop..
heez.. and his sis n bf bought a new watch for him!
felt happy for him..
cos it's a nice watch..
tt cos hundred over dollars..
i was interested on da fossil watch..
with animation on it!
quite nice..
but it's expensive..
shall save money n buy!
we quarrelled again at nite..
broke off..
nth much to say about my feeling for tt nite..
i din have a nice sleep ..
Monday ( 23 August)
woke up at 7+ ..
was real tired..
smsing the whole morning..
n on the phone too..
me n him were still settling the issue..
and we broke off..
sighh..
and he said he wun even want to treat me as a fren..
was quite sad..
den when i tot he wun sms me anymore..
his sms suddenly came..
he said he dun wish to break off with me..
and wanted to meet up..
was quite touched actually..
cos he is those.. break means break..
n wun patch type..
and.. now.. he said he wanted to patch..
this means i'm real important to him..
which i tot i was not important to him anymore..
well..den had a nice talk with him at nite..
and guess.. we r fine now.. =)
feel real happy..
i promise him i wun go clubbin..
cos he dun like..
=)
Tuesday (24 August)
had my first paper today..
should be able to pass..
=D
went over to Holland V for lunch..
with xueying n gers..
heez.. and went back home for a nap..
was real tired..
and feel sorry tt i din meet up with the gers..
they asked me out for coffee at holland V..
and i had to reach home by 10 plus..
so i had to reject their invitation..
Wednesday (25 August)
had dinner with him..
and thanks..
the whole nite was raining cats n dogs...
and i had to take cab home!
but i was quite happy..
=)
Thursday (26 August)
went to school to study..
not really studied..
copied those required one...
=D heez.. and went home!
well.. long blog huh?
shall stop now~
=D
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Monday, August 23, 2004 @ 11:25 PM
....
currently dun have anymore mood to blog..
common tests..
and lots of things..
shall blog when i got the mood..
am real glad u r fine..
i'm so worried for u..
sighh..
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Friday, August 20, 2004 @ 12:59 PM
AH!!! seriously something's wrong with me yesterday!
had diarrhoea in the mornin or should i say noon..
den i was fine after awhile!
headed off to school to hand in my mc..
i was absent on last friday rite?
heez.. and den..
went off to bedok to meet my dearie..
den..somethin went wrong..
giddy..
and felt like vomiting..
wow.. it was my first time train-sick..
all the way till i reached bedok..
and rushed all the way to the toilet!
vomit everythin out!!
ah!!! but everythin out includes only water..
i nv had any food yet for tt day..
was feelin alrite..
no more giddiness!
den i waited for dear to arrive..
i got some improvement!
i'm only late for 5 mins!
heez.. after dear arrived..
we headed off to sengkang..
by train again..
and..
i started my giddiness again..
argH! unbearable feeling..
and den.. i nearly cant control..
nearly vomit out at sengkang mrt..
luckily.. i controlled it..
and rushed to the toilet..
dear was stunned..
hahaha..
den had my lunch there..
but couldn't really finish up..
cos i still feel like vomiting..
heez.. my dear was a great pig i tell u!
he had a waffle.. a slice of cake..
den he had pork chop.. and den ice kachang..
wow..
anyway..
took cab home again..
cos i scare i will vomit again..
great sin!
sighh..
i'm supposed to save money..
somemore..
i was spendin my dear's money to reach home..
anyway..
felt asleep at 11 plus..
till now..
i still feel slpy..
heez..
miss hiM!
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Monday, August 16, 2004 @ 7:51 PM
was flippin thru my emails..
well.. saw one particular mail that said about love..
Do you bring out the best in each other?
Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you
compete, compare and control?
What do you bring to the relationship?
Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past
pain?
You can't take someone to the altar to alter them. You can't make
someone love
you or make someone stay. If you develop self-esteem, spiritual
discernment, and
"a life" you won't find yourself making someone else responsible
for your
happiness or responsible for your pain. Manipulation, control,
jealousy,
neediness, and selfishness are not the ingredients of a thriving,
healthy,
loving and lasting relationship.
Seeking status, sex, and security are the wrong to be in a
relationship.
What keeps a relationship strong?
* communication
* intimacy
* a sense of humor
* sharing household tasks
* some getaway time without business or children
* daily exchanges (a meal, shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note)
* shari ng common goals and interests
* giving each other space to grow without feeling insecure
* giving each other a sense of belonging and assurances of
commitment
If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode as
resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty and pain replace
the passion.
an interestin quote...
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as
you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive
heartbreaks but to learn from them.
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@ 7:37 PM
Sighh..
so much things to say..
but i juz dunno how to start up with..
am i still the qiuyi u gers noe long time ago?
i dun even noe the answer..
i yearn for an angel to appear..
to teach me wat's wrong and wat's rite..
to teach me wat should i really do..
so as not to be so down..
is there anyone to teach me?
i feel so confused..
i dunno wat i should do..
i yearn to be a real aquarius..
a typical aquarius..
why?
there's no real why..
sometimes..
i do wonder..
does anyone really noe wat i'm thinkin about?
i doubt so..
cos i dun even noe wat i'm thinkin at all..
seriously..
i noe i'm not the old qiuyi anymore..
i sometimes do miss her..
she did appear once..
woke up by her pal..becca..
but.. she went off to sleep again..
she's gone again..
i did try to wake her up from her long sleep..
juz like wat her frenz tried to..
but they all failed..
me too..
how could she wake up again?
from her long sleep..
i dunno how..
and i dunno wat to do too..
i have no more confidence..
no more strength..
to do anymore thinking..
days after days..
hours after hours..
and i'm still here..
thinkin..
and thinkin..
i could sense..
i'm easily bein drifted away..
away to somewhere in my dream..
even when i'm outside..
coolz..
i juz wish..
i'm bein accepted as who i am..
i dun wish i'm someone u created out..
juz like how i accepted u..
my mind..
wasn't tt simple as u think..
and it wasn't as tough as u think..
my heart..
is with u all along..
do u noe tt..?
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Saturday, August 14, 2004 @ 10:52 PM
Wonderful Saturday i had!
heez.. met dear n his family excludin his dad to go shopping..!
his mum wanted to get a new top for some dinner..
hence! we went around paya lebar to search..
wonderful dear's sis treat us KFC!
oops.. dear n i were not suppose to eat!
remember.. we juz recovered from our stomach flu!
heez..dear had one piece chicken while i had two..
i'm a pig..remember?
heez.. but i nv finish up..
dear said he worried my stomach flu will be back..
cos i juz recovered not long..
so .. dun wan him to worry..
and i stopped eatiN!
wow..! i'm such a gooodie gf!
whahaha..
and shopped round n round..
dear went over to find his frenz after awhile..
and den i headed for my home!
felt so bored rite now..
oh! did i ever mention i won soccer??
heez.. had a bet with my dear again..
for the match : Paraguay Vs Japan!
and i won!
my prizez include.. two bites on his arms..
one ice milk tea from MOS burger and ..
heez.. WAFFLES from Prima deli..
suddenly..i missed cartel Waffles so much!
YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>_< heez..
anyway.. shall find somethin to do rite now..
feel so bored..
i'm totally in a happy mood..
my dear wore one of the teeshirts i bought for him out!!
no words can really express my feelin rite now..
feelin so tired too..
oh ya.. qinshi asked me out today!
CLUBBIN!
but i wasn't allow to go..
due to my stomach flu..
and dear dun really like me to go clubbin..
so ta dah! i juz stay at home~
=) heez.. awwwwww..
i'm such a sweetie!
whahaha..
And! was GLAD that my miNi is out of the hospital!
hope she's real fine rite now..
miss her so much!
>_<
alrite.. shall stop here..
have a wonderful weekends gers!
*winks*
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@ 10:15 PM
Wonderful Saturday i had!
Wonderful day today!
went out with dear n his family excludin his dad..
went shoppin around Paya Lebar..
dear's mum wanted to buy a top for her dinner!
and.. hence everyone tag along!
heez.. dear's sis treated us KFC!
oops.. i'm not supposed to have tt..
anyway.. i'm ate!
was glad tt mini was out of tt hospital!
which means.. she's discharged!
*hip hip hooray*
feelin so sian rite now..
dear was out with his frenz~
and now i shall find some stuff to do..
oh ya.. was glad tt qinshi asked me to go clubbin..
but.. i cant go..
cos i got stomach flu recently..
and my mum wun let me reach home late..
so .. heez.. i nv went with them..
hope they enjoy~!
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Thursday, August 12, 2004 @ 11:39 PM
siCkz!
i'm damn sick rite now...
arg... stomach pain like hell..
doc said i got stomach flu..
sighh..
dear passed it to me!
oh ya..
i got so much to blog about!
Tue:
Happy one and a half year anniversary dear!
well.. tt day was our one and half year together..
felt so happy.. wow.. finally another half year gone..
was waitin~ waitin for our second year anniversary to come!
met dear that day as my lesson was cancelled..
*grins* heez.. acc dear over to Sengkang to look for his cap..
but we couldn't find any nice one..
and dear suddenly felt sick..
vomitted alot and many times!..
poor dear.. finally he decided to head his way home
despite goin over to bedok to watch da soccer match..
and i tagged along!
dear vomitted so much on his way home..
he dozed off straightaway after reachin home..
and he got fever..
accompanied him to da doc..
doc said.. it was stomach flu..
poor dear.. had to stay at home for the next day..
he promised me! heez..
and he did~
Wed:
dear got better~! and i'm glad..
head off to jurong point to meet becca!
had fish n chicken meal @ LJS..
finally.. i'm slowly accepting fishies!
heez.. and went off to meet sister to accompany her to orchard
to get some beads! she wanna try makin it herself~ !
*(she managed to make one already ! BUT it's simply too big for us..
and ta dah! it become ankle one.. )
spent such a long time in that shop..
bored me..
and had dinner at taka..
those counter type..
had fish n chips at the blue lobster..
not bad! but i juz couldn't finish them..
went home after dinner ..
tried to rush back home asap..
cos dear's feelin bored at home..
(he promised me to stay at home.. so he couldn't go out)
heez..and hence! i tried my best to reach home asap!
saturday shall accompany him to get his beloved cap
since he couldn't get it on tue! =)
and den.. i found out somethin!
my mini is in da hospital!
so worried for her..
wonderin how she's now..
oh ya! soccer match today!
Korea Vs greece!
i bet on Greece!!
if i win..
i will get free Ice milk tea from Mos burger..
and er.. waffles from prima deli.. and a free bite on his hand!
was so excited! watched first half of da match!
and went to sleep.. zzz..
in the end i lost..
oh ritez.. too confidence will lost the match..
heez.. no worries!
dear lost too..
cos it's a DRAW!
whahaha..
Thur:
normal day for me..
went to school..today is the first day to school for this week!
i got a long week holiday huh?
lolz.. planned to go to visit my mini..
but den.. bec wasn't free..
hence.. thinkin of goin tml..
who noes..
i'm stuck with gastric flu..
guess my parents n dear wun let me go out~..
heez.. dear spread to me huh?
hope mini is feelin better..
alritez.. stop here!
shall wait for dear's call..
good nitez gers! =)
i dun think i can go to watch the last firework display..
so sad..
Message to miNi: dearest xiN gaN ~!
i'm so sorry i couldn't visit u on thur n fri!
hope u will get better k? =)
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Monday, August 09, 2004 @ 2:29 AM
Great day!
Happy Birthday to yoU singapore!
heez..
today is national day!
and i got lots to blog about!
firstly! i'm so surprised that i got so excited at bloggin today!
normally i would read all the blogs i wanted to..before bloggin!
but today is a special day!
i blogged before reading finish all the other blogs!
am quite proud of it!
heez...
fireworks are real great!
i was quite surprise man!
i tot it wun be that nice cos it's singapore display!
who noes..
it's really beautiful!
everyone went.. "wOw" woO! coolz!"
heez..
oh ya.. i still haven say i went with who!
qinshi gina helen su an becca sharon and alvin!
coolz buddies i have~!!
heez.. we laughed all the way back home since we met!
jokes are real fun..
lame jokes too..
anyway.. we missed the carnival concert..
cos it's full of people..
and we couldn't find jiayun..
next.. went off to Holland V for dinner at late night!
heez.. by sharon's dad's lorry!
driver: Mr Alvin!
was a real fun night!
joked all the way to Holland..
laugh till i lost control!
after we reached there..
we had a great gers' talk
that we always like!
tons of things to share..
like our horoscope characteristics..
they said.. aquarius are realistic..
am i one of them??
heez.. dun really noe..
they also mention about relationship..
oh ya.. we dun really treat alvin as guy!
oops... hmm.. also mentioned about some topics like sex?
whaha.. i meant they do heard from frenz abt some ppl doin that at school..
one of them are from NJC..
and heard they got expelled..
coolz.. daring couples..
our school got one too..
without wearin clothes somemore..
darin!
oh ya.. "the sizes of the bra cup is not that important! they got nipples can liao!"
quote from our dearest qinshi!
heard alot from them..
heard one of the guys lost it when he slipped n fell..
whahahahaha!
imagine guy without nipple??
lOlz!
alrite.. enough of my rubbish..
had a hard time dealin with my hair juz now when bathing..
my hair are tangled together!!
oh my!!
and now i'm waitin for my hair to dry..
dear is still away at da pub!
shall wait from him to reach home..
heard a sad new today..
sighh.. wonderin how dear's feelin rite now..
suppose to meet him tml..
but doubt i can meet him liao..
cos he needs to attend somethin important..
hmmm..
accident do kill..
so drivers.. pls be real careful k?
thanks alvin for sendin me back to my doorsteps!
=) heez.. cool guy! sent every gers back to their doorsteps!
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Saturday, August 07, 2004 @ 11:26 AM
wow.. tired me..
slept at 11 plus yesterday nite..
was way too tired..
i only had abt 2 hours sleepness yesterday morning..
and head off to school..
all the way till 7 plus..
i dunno why i can stay at school for so long!
i dun like to stay in school~..
=) and went off to meet my sweet becca..
such a long time since i really @@ her..
well.. had dinner with her ..xueying n lifan..
and.. i dunno why time pass so fast..
by the time i reached home..
it was about 1035 already..
played game awhile..
and went off to sleep!
i doubt.. i will blog so often rite now..
cos.. i wasn't in the mood to do so..
frenz.. dun worry for me.. i will be real fine
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Thursday, August 05, 2004 @ 4:38 PM
depreeeeeeeeesssssssssion!
well.. on my way home..
met yiying n her bf..
had a chat with her all the way till my house!
cos her bf stays opp. street ! heez..
well.. sometimes i do feel like takin a nap..
a long nap that makes me sleep all the way..
which means.. i dun wake up anymore..
but.. whenever i sleep.. i would wake up..
this is wat i call .. - disastrous!
popping pills mite be a no no to me!
simply becos..
it mite not help!
and den i will end up in the hospital!
i hate it! and mum will be worried..
see..
anyway.. finished my part of assignment i'm required to do!
felt great satisfaction!
waitin for the other parts to come..
i think should be in da nite already!
suddenly.. i feel like cryin..
i'm feelin so lonely...
so terrible..
so useless...
so unwanted..
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@ 1:10 PM
depression is still on..
depression is still on..
sighh..
no words can really define my feelin rite now..
i miss him real badly..
i hope i can see him rite now..
but i cant..
sighh...
i have to wait until sat or maybe sun..
looks like sat is reachin soon..
but .. i juz feel it still a long way to sat..
oh manz... i really hope tml there's no lesson!
feel so depress...
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004 @ 1:56 PM
add some parts into my blog..
heez.. anyway.. juz some non-important stuff..
havin inventory management tutorial now..
feelin so bored..
wanted to slp!
nearly overslpt again..
din go school yesterday..
feelin tired..
dear got angry
cos i nv tell him i din go school..
sighh..
a feeling tt i dunno how to describe..
missin him...
wanted to msg him..
but his hp is low batt..
sometimes..
no words can really define how important he is to me..
no words can define my feelin now..
misss him!
badly..
>_<
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Sunday, August 01, 2004 @ 11:05 PM
death of my yuki
YUKI (tamagotchi) announced death this mornin..
so sad..
i dun even noe how she die..
>_<
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@ 1:48 AM
>_<
well! i'm back from my supper!
yummy! damn full rite now..
heez.. dear's havin his karaoke session with his frens again!
went over to dear's hse juz now!
and went to collect our puzzle..
he was the one who's buildin it..
haha.. and i dozed off..
>_< lolz.. poor dear..
built it himself..
and i couldn't bring the hse home!
dear like it so much..
he wanted to keep it!
whahaha.. nvm..
and i forgot to take a pic of da house..
wasted.. it supposed to be mine!
>_< anyway.. the house is still not oke..
left with the painting part..
heez.. i was involved in the painting part!
i wasn't sleepin!
heez.. felt great.. =)
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